Jag vill inte leva i en värld där magi och kärlek till naturen bara finns i sagor för barn. Där tårar är någonting man torkar och där vår existens är en miljon slumpmässiga mutationer.

Jag vill inte leva i en värld där barndomen är en period man växer ur. Där en i-phone symboliserar lycka och där kärlek är synonymt med tre ord och en guldring.

Jag vill leva i den värld där magi talar alla språk och förenar alla livsformer. Där tårarna flödar tills allt är helat. Där vi alla är konstnärer, här för att göra allt till konst.

Jag vill leva i den värld där vi är barn för evigt. Där lycka är att inse miraklet i vart andetag och kärlek är att se sig själv i andra.

Jag vill leva där glöden brinner i hjärtat, där magin är närvarande i allt och där kärleken håller ödet i handen och stilla dansar oss genom tiden.

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BOTH SIDES NOW - (download)

always puzzeled by the way he speaks out
a sixth sense is what you need to hear it all
in split seconds he could rip my heart out
and for a moment we could stray so far out

and I feel like a dove
but there are clouds above
a distaste somehow
but still drenched in love

and I'm there now
where laughter turns into tears
where pain's a hand on my shoulder
my hands are love and fear
and they seem to fit together

I feel the taste of both sides now
seem to merge into a path somehow
like distant voices on a bulky road
but still enough to find my way home

and I'm there now
where laughter turns into tears
where pain's a hand on my shoulder
my hands are love and fear
and they seem to fit together

ON CLOUDS - (download)

we're so very real now
but it's hard to believe this aint a dream
when I close my eyes
because I can't really tell who is breathing
or whose heart is beating

don't you feel how our bodies shiver
as we turn our faces away

we can't really say tomorrow
there could be ease or sorrow
let's step out on clouds together
we could fall like a rock or simply lay there
on clouds now, because it's all there is

so tell me why we're dancing away
it's all going down... sometimes
just tell me why we seem so afraid
it's all going down... sometimes
that's just the way it is, it's ok
we're all going down... sometimes
that's just the way it is, it's so strange
but we're all going down sometimes

there'll be no flowers in this garden
unless we don't sow them today

we can't really say tomorrow
there could be ease or sorrow
let's step out on clouds together
we could fall like a rock or simply lay there
on clouds now, because it's all there is
on clouds now, because it's all we have

MY NAME - (download)

it's spelled on a paper sheet
it's cut out, a hole it seems
I read by it's outlines, but
I fail to see it's nature

the letters fade in your presence
but we're divine right now
and it's always spelled through your heartbeats
you all define me now
you all define me now
you all define me now

may I see your eyes again now?
one could argue, whats the meaning?
but I see myself inside and
what I feel is this.. is this feeling
like I've been astray forever
but we should dance now just, be together
like I've known you since forever
hold you close now just, be together

and I sing like a bird in the forest
like this is a symphony for us
it's all just vibrations but... I love you
connections between them makes it all break through

and we're simply built to love it
and we all love to build it

I'M A BIRD - (download)

The moment has just passed me by
I'm to hollow to breath, I'm buried in clouds
mind is a ghost lost in the woods
callous eyes's like grit in my blood

fooled by the dawn... it wont fade away
like i'm a shadow sustained by it's pain
distilled into sparkles i'm getting it.. why.
that i'm a bird destined to fly high

I suddently feel like leaving ground
like this is not my body... but just a breath of nature
and it's crackling heartbeat say it all
it hits me like a rain storm - but all i see is diamonds
and there are explosions in the skies
raging like a fire - but leave no trace but starlight

i see now...
let's dream out...
i float with the rythm in it's wings
it's in my blood
just crossing a sea of autumn winds
hold on tight
the wind's causing frost bite's on my skin
but i'm a fire
I dance like the swallow in the spring
now i'm flying
i'm a bird

Hands of Eden - (download)

You tore my words... I've had it now...
I'll let my heart resign... but...
if you'd take one breath outside yourself...
you'd drink my blood like wine...

would you say our names?

because we are stars
the subtle light upon your path
the vivid hands to mend your scars
to make you take your place in the skies
with us...

and you'd say...

"such a beautiful place
have I found my self? is this how it feels like?
heaven, I think I'm in love...
my tears should be your blood... if you'd ever suffer..."

but heaven's such a broken word why...
this is not the way to cut the lines
their faces can be so absurd I...
paint them on their walls to tear them down..
heaven's such a broken word why...
this is not the way to cut the lines
as walls are getting closer to ya...
cut it in your heart what love defines...

...and we'd take your hand...

because we are stars
the subtle light upon your path
the vivid hands to mend your scars
to make you take your place in the skies
with us...

SIGNS - (download)

I lay down, let the earth engulf me
as i fade, to the sound of the machines
I pray, to put this pain in their dreams
it's ok... just put your sticks in their wheels

don't you let them choke you...

Oh there's pain but you're never there alone
come hold our hands tonight
write the story of every tear you cry
and we'll sing to let it out
'bet they stay in our shadows as we dance
but they all will dance in time
in that time even hearts devoured in fear
will all remember love

she said I used to be on fire..
light as heaven... as my hands touch your back..
now I'm standin in the street lights..
screaming loud, but i'm a storm in a frozen lake..
feel like dancing on the rooftops...
sing a song to all the clocks... to make them stop...
turn dollars into red wine
listen as the great wolves howl, for the sun to rise....
listen as the great wolves howl, for the sun to rise....

BLEED OUT - (download)

don't dare to take my hand..
already there..
dancing into the past..
breaking again..
just outside that door..
turning around..
feel the summer air..
blowing those tears away..

but it's already there in my heart
so I never would say that it doesn't bleed out
like reading the matrix in the stars
never would mean that it doesn't feed ya
doesn't feed ya

Oh, those hands were a walk of air..
bleeding out 'til there's nothing there..
just a fingering touch I swear..
and I'd bend the heavens in despair..

can't close my eyes
I'm already there
and heaven seems so close now
I'll hurt myself
but don't really care
and heaven seems so close now
I'll sober up
got nothing to fear
and heaven seems so close now

and it's already there in my heart..

Oh, those hands were a walk of air..
bleeding out 'til there's nothing there..
just a fingering touch I swear..
and I'd bend the heavens in despair..

oh, it was a walk of air
oh, it was a walk of air

IN OUR HANDS - (download)

If heaven could sustain my soul
I beg you heaven spare me growing old
forever like a playful child...
forever in the realm where hearts burn wild...

when pain is causing hearts to fear
never be afraid to burst in tears
when love is like a distant shout
tears are all you need to hear it out

let's break it down in fragments
just like you always do
don't dare to say you love her
unless you really you do

Heaven still rests on our shoulders
let's cut trees to see it's color
and break the stars to rise above her
put a feet on every flower

call her name..

blinded by tear dimmed eyes
voices of the revolution cries
"It's not that hard to break those walls
if you just know that they are there at all"

heaven still rests on our shoulders.
climb the trees to see it's color.
a glance at stars at night to call her.
just a breath away to hold her.

heaven still rests on our shoulders..
just a breath away to hold her..
heaven still rests on our shoulders..
just a breath away to call her.. name..

UNDER THE STARS - (download)

you beat your way through clouds
with thorns around you..
speak your name aloud
for love to find you..
walk amongst the crowd
but you feel lonley
break it all like vows..
'cause fingers are
crossed in their pockets...

with one foot off the ground
you'll break it down
find yourself as one
with all there is
let the words resound
with the breath of nature
make yourself renowned
as a sentient beeing

with
eyes that shine though clouds..
you can't hold tears inside..
darkness bends the light..
and hurts so bad inside..

your tears would make us fly..
and it's not really that far to the sky..
just dare to close your eyes..
it's not really that far to the sky..

with
eyes that shine though clouds..
you can't hold tears inside..
darkness bends the light..
and hurts so bad inside..

THE STORM - (download)

we're in it together,
enchanted feathers,
falling to the ground
white striped sweater,
wonder wether
I've caused the sound..
bells... ring...
raising.. pitch..
closing in...
closing in... on us...

there is a butterfly..
between the rocks in your hands...
it's grinded to dust...
by forces you don't understand...

I wouldn't be sane if I...
didn't cry sometimes...
at ease as the storm abates...
it's the nature of love...

WHISPERS - (download)

where are the sages of the past...
to tell us all it's story...
have they all walked this path?
while tearing earth in pieces..
let's turn ourselfes to dust..
to feel the wind for once..

and she whispers in the wind to make me sing
and through the rythm of my heart I know the way she dances
a simple work of art to say it all
yet a salient smile is all you need to tell her story
tell her story

Venture deep..
in all your sorrows..
all your dreams..
on it's ballot..
in years to come..
but allways present..
cause all there is..
awaits you silent..
is this moment..

and she whispers in the wind to make me sing
and through the rythm of my heart I know the way she dances
a simple work of art to say it all
yet a salient smile is all you need to tell her story
tell her story

I feel... that I...
should tell her story...

GHOSTS - (download)

she said,
"why don't you follow the signs..wherever you go?
the wind and the lights in the sky at night..
been watching them glow?"

"I'm sorry.. but I'm scarred by those demons youknow..
cut me and I'm black..
I'm sorry.. but
I'm loosing myself I'm afraid
this world is no place for us..."

she said..
"you leave me no choice...
but merge our names together
unite our sad voices
to grant a path to heaven"
and with a faint smile
she showed me all it's beauty
she said; "look closer.."
and I found love beneath it all..

Oh.. we're all connected through the waters..
oh.. our bodies will replace eachothers..
Oh.. we're all connected through the air..
the silent breath and all the words we share..

she said..
"you leave me no choice...
but merge our names together
unite our sad voices
to grant a path to heaven"
and with a faint smile
she showed me all it's beauty
she said; "look closer.."
and I found love beneath it all..

DISORDER - (download)

I hear my trembeling voice
like from a tape recorder
and my body stink
from this dirty water
and how ironic
to be lost by your own daughter
while she abase your mind
like a brain disorder

oh, how it burns
cause she moves like fire
invincible
with the moon beneath her feet
and she runs
like she's blindfolded
and she's gotta love
before we're both dead

I hear my trembeling voice
like from a tape recorder
and my body stink
from this dirty water
and how ironic
to be lost by your own daughter
while she abase your mind
like a brain disorder

oh look.. at those kids
without words they make you see
some thing you lost
when you forgot about me
but I'm there
in every breath you take
remember me
before it is too late

I hear my trembeling voice
like from a tape recorder
and my body stink
from this dirty water
and how ironic
to be lost by your own daughter
while she abase your mind
like a brain disorder

Oh.. how it hurts..
her heart is made of steel..
can't she feel..
that love is really real?

LOVE - (download)

stay present as you're breathing..
and close your eyes and tune in..
as I put my arms around you..
to know how much I love you..

come walk with me in forests..
to feel the love in my chest..
while the trees and stones enchants us
and the wind that blows around us..

because...
you don't know what love is..
till you close your eyes..
it's the bound between us..
connects us to the skies..
and love never hurts..
it can't make you shiver..
no, love never hurts..
love never hurts...

He almost started to shiver..
when he tried to find it in her.. but..
it's between the words that hit him..
and in his heart as rythm..

well we will all be healed cause..
cause love is all around us..
but no words can cause such breakthrough..
you need to look inside you..

because...
you don't know what love is..
till you close your eyes..
it's the bound between us..
connects us to the skies..
and love never hurts..
it can't make you shiver..
no, love never hurts..
love never hurts...

THIS IS RAIN - (download)

So... this is rain...
I wonder how you feel...
smashing down... so hard...
sustaining life.. on my backyard...
you so must adore life...
crashing down from heaven like this...
you must be in love with the mother...
just like me...

and for you who aint'.
Please...
...hold your breath...
'till you feel it like I do...
'till you feel that she loves you...
and plant a seed if you miss her...
and die for the nature...
take a breath if you love her...
and be reborn as a flower...
and live with the sunrise
and die if the sun dies...

I know, kaos, in nature...
it's all around...
endless, complex, it's beautiful
once found... whith...
closed eyes, deep breath, numb mind,
I got myself
a genuine fascination
of life itself

but if you don't so please...
...hold your breath...
'till you feel it like I do...
'till you feel that she loves you...
and plant a seed if you miss her...
and die for the nature...
take a breath if you love her...
and be reborn as a flower...
and live with the sunrise
and die if the sun dies...